sometime i just feel unfair for this fuckin' world
i feel like my life was fixed up since i born
and i can't choose or decide my life

sometime maybe it just in front of me
but i can't touch it, i can't say anythin'
and it always makes me feel helpless
everytime when i feel i want what i want
and i try to get this,
i try to follow my heart,
but no use i just lost it...
or i just let it gone...
and finally no one understand me
cause they don't want to know, they think it is not their problem
for me, all the people live in this world are selfish...
and all the people just care of themself
but for these people, they always have happy endin'
like every happy stories, princess and prince are happy forever
it is really disgusting
for me, happy endin' just like shit!!!!

(it doesn't exist, everytime when i feel it is exist, it will be disappear soon. holy shit, right?)

in fact, i really don't care
but i also feel sad, i think cause time pass quickly,
and i just can't hang on anythin'
all i want just gone with these lost times
then soon i am just nothin' and just becoming like every common people
this is what i am really afraid...

so in fact, i don't know what i want
but now i think i really wanna a skinny dandy rock boy
but....


marion
xxx